constant conflict...

I have no virtues – none whatsoever. I'm not as valiant as Draupadi nor am I as noble as Ahalya. To start anew on a clean state is an easy thing. In fact quite adventurous. But when you have a whole load of dirt to wipe off before you start is not only a hideous task but also frustrating. It was easy for Draupadi…she could call for help and the Lord would hear her call. It was easy for Ahalya too…she knew that by the touch of Lord Ram she would come to life all over again. Both of them had their conflicts…which were resolved. They were promised that their conflicts would be resolved and they had the faith. I’m told I should look up to them for inspiration. I do look up to them with all earnestness. And…the conflicts only heighten. I don’t have the faith that they did – not even 1% of it.

Sri Satyatma Teertharu, the other day, said something very intriguing. What do you ask God? You ask him to protect you and the world around you. You ask him to bless you with happiness, health and knowledge. You ask him for vairagya. You ask him for mukthi/ moksha. You could also ask him for specific things in life…basically you ask him for what you don’t have. By showering you with all that you want, how is the Lord benefitting? He has everything. He has all the riches in the world. He doesn’t need anything from you. But, Swamiji said there’s something that the Lord doesn’t have – Bhakti. Yes, Bhakti. There’s no one above him. He doesn’t have to fold his arms or bend his head in devotion. Look at Dhruva, look at Prahalada. They were kids. Why did the Lord answer their call? Because they were his unsurpassed devotees.

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The more bhakti you have it’s more likely that He’ll hear you. Now we know why the Lord heard Draupadi and Ahalya. The only virtue I aspire for is that of bhakti.